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Life has been heavy lately Its weighing on my mind and shoulders I can measure it too by the extra room in my waist band And the dullness festering in my eyes Im swimming in my thoughts And I’m always up past midnight, which is when the sad souls emerge And we all seem to avoid the same question “Are you okay.” Because over the years we’ve gotton tired of smiling lies. And if we actually exposed our broken peices And shared of how they got that way My fear is that I might break you with my life. By destroying your hope in people, humanity ans tomorrow. Ive suprised too many people with my apparent addiction to continue breathing Im only scilently holding on by a thread though So dont ask me if im okay I can’t take the reminder that ive gotton really good at smiling lies. Im always up past midnight When the shadows hide my smile perfectly Just enough for you to beleive me.